鱼言乱语爱情篇 1--开车犹如恋爱

绝大部分的男人都爱说，---〉我的爱车就是我的爱人，我爱我的老婆！
没错，汽车就是他们的老婆，那，汽车和爱情切实有很大的关联，可是又有谁可能联想谈恋爱就像开车一样？
其实，就是那么的简单又复杂，我们来个对比吧。


你要开车，首先你要有驾车执照， 当然，也有爱违规人类。再来，当然要有汽车啦。有了汽车，锁匙固然重要，没锁匙怎么开门，怎么开车? 好吧，坐上车了，就要发动引擎， 捉住方向盘，入挡号， 踩油门， 奔驰在路上。遇到红灯了，就停，绿灯就走。偶尔，在马路上，可能遇到爱越车，插队，无理的痞子，或者是自己驾驶不当，发生了车祸。只要安然无恙，可以回到目的地，就安啦！

哪，爱情也有如此情况。

要恋爱，要得到许可，这包括了自己的意愿，自己的想法，自己是否符合了恋爱的条件，或者是来长辈，朋友的祝福鼓励。当然，有些人爱了，更本不管这些，都说爱情是盲目的了！

再来，当然要有目标。有了对象后，缘分固然重要，有缘无分，要开始的确很艰辛，也要有砰然的感觉，心动的感觉，就像找对了锁匙一样，开启了内心的悸动。 找到了对的人，就要开发turbo,好好的维持下去，捉住该前往的方向，勇往直前，向前奔去，投入了那如痴如醉爱的怀抱。（受死吧，哈哈）

在感情上，当遇到争执时，就开始放慢脚步，因为一切的误会，不开心的事情是需要时间慢慢去协调的，当问题解决了，又可以继续前往心的方向出发。

如果是失恋了，就歇着吧，把伤疗好了，在出发也不迟。

偶尔，在恋爱的路上，可能遇到错的人，遇到突然出现的破坏者， 或者是自己的不忠，酿成一发不可收拾的后果。 可是，如果双方都可以达到共识， 再艰辛，还是可以很幸福的去完成一段姻缘。

开车和恋爱的对比，到底成不成立，我不知道，只是有感而发，鱼言乱语一番~
我现在只知道，我有了车也没用，我找不到锁匙叻~~~！哪来的奔驰啊？

2012 , Cheers!

Starting my 2012 new year with a new year countdown at Marina Bay Sands , Singapore. Yes, it's a new year, i got new things started from the very 1st day of this year 2012. well, i got it started with 2 hours exercise (walking) from MBS to Raffles to Clarke Quay and finally caught the last train at 2am, walked home alone on the street at 2.30pm :)

2011 是很受委屈的一年，诸事不顺的一年，改变很大的一年。
活了二十四年， 第一次为自己定下新年resolution :)

1. 2011， 工作没改变，依然没做回本行，遇到很多委屈的事情。。
2012， 我不管啦！我一定要在今年换工啦！

2。2011， 很自闭的一年，经常回到家就躲在房间，泡电视剧，只有在年尾才开始有和朋友聚一聚。
2012， 决定走出去（房间）， 有什么聚会，就约我吧，老娘一定到！

3。2011， 身体依然向衡发展中，年尾签了yoga 配套，可是不是很勤力。
2012， 小姐，不可以再懒惰啦！一礼拜一定要3次。

4。2011， 我很少打电话回家，很害怕爸妈问我‘工作这么样啦？’还好吗？这是我常逃避的话题。。。
2012， 算了，善意的谎言，好过不孝。

5。2011， 常回家，因为工作压力大，常常想逃跑， 只去了曼谷而已。
2012， 家还是要常回，我的越南旅行，准备告吹，每年再想吧。

6。2011，钱， 你怎么那么难存啊？
2012，钱，我还是要存你，可是我会换一个方式，银行户口多一个，每个月还要存$100 来投资和买保险。

7。 2011， 家里人常被欺负。
2012， 他X的。推动我努力赚钱，买间新房子搬离那群疯子。

8。 2011，依然单身，有缘无分。
2012，决定依然单身，我不要因为恋爱而恋爱，虽然我知道我已经不小了。
除非有哪个不怕死的出现。

9。 2011，心情起伏很大，血压常常在一秒以内上升。
2012， 调整心情，粗口少一点，耐力高一些。

10。 感谢那些2011年伤过我心，瞧不起我的人， 你们继续吧，关我X事啊？我会努力迈进，你们慢慢停留在2011 吧~！

Today my life Begin ~2012 万岁！！ :)

受了点伤

My love 晚安 就别再为难
别管我会受伤
想开 体谅 我已经习惯
不然又能怎样？

这个城市太会说谎
爱情只是昂贵的橱窗
沿路华丽灿烂 陈列甜美幻象
谁当真谁就上当

竟然以为你会不一样
但凭什么你要不一样
因为寂寞太冷 虚构出的温暖
没理由能撑到天亮

前进 转弯 我跌跌撞撞
在这迷宫打转
死心 失望 会比较简单
却又心有不甘

这个城市太会伪装
爱情就像霓虹灯一样
谁离开之后 却把灯忘了关
让梦作得太辉煌

以为能够留你在身旁
但是谁肯留在谁身旁
一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长
这就叫做好聚好散

别说你对我感到愧疚
别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走
请你不要安慰我

My love，晚安 别放在心上
我只受了点伤
只是受了点伤
*****************************

很喜欢的一首歌，阿桑的歌声真的很疗伤。爱情只是昂贵的橱窗，爱情就像霓虹灯一样
，我很知道孤单这条路怎么走 ~~~ :)

希望...闪烁

When the sky turns darker, the stars shine brighter, and our hopes, sparkle~~~
当夜空变得越黑的时候，星星变得更耀眼，而，我们的希望，在闪烁~~

相信

他们说，嫦娥奔月只是个传说，月亮没有嫦娥，没有玉兔，没有无刚，没有树。 但是，只要你相信，它就有~~

路，该怎么走~

小辣椒~

亲爱的小辣椒~~
与你离别快要一个多月了，突然想念你了！过得还好吗？找到新主人了吗？谢谢有你陪我熬过那艰难的八个月^^,永在怀念中~

归。。。

我鱼鱼的世界，我回来了！我要窝在这里，继续鱼言乱语~~述说心事，在这里横冲直撞~~在这里放肆，哈哈！

鱼言乱语--- 第一篇

可以用铅笔写出想念 用歌曲唱出温情
可以用相机留下回忆 用幅画代表心情

指尖触碰的温暖 你我都窝心
手机短信 传达简单信息 手写的信 传达爱的气息

你我都懂得什么代表爱情
也许欢笑 悲伤
也许是太多了，无法三言两语
你我还懂得什么代表过去
或许依赖 累赘
或许太多形容，无法相爱永远

也许一开始 我们都不懂
原来时间给 了我们伤痕
破碎的心 拼出零碎的回忆
一切都输给了时间

如果不后退 无法发现有人一直追随
如果不前进 不会发现有人前方等待

Hibernating...............

It has been a long time i did not upload anything in my blog. Many things happened recently,yet i don't have time to post it out, i'm too busy......Hope i will have time for that after a while, so now, i have to declare that fishyyin's fishy world is in a hibernating process.....ZZzzzzzz. Hope to get to here soon...^ ^

Wonder Girls 'Nobody' became H1N1 Song 'wash your body'

This is the real version of wonder girls 'Nobody' MV.................




And this is the new version of 'Nobody'---The H1N1 swine flu song. Just a word to describe---COOL!

日全食惊艳

以前小时候就对大自然的景观所吸引，就算是画画，也喜欢画与大自然相关的景色。而我对天文学甚至充满好奇和兴趣。还记得小时候被阿麽骗说，日食是应为太阳被天狗吃掉了，那时自己还信以为真。记得小学四年级时，好像有机会可以在学校的安排下观赏日食，但那天却碰巧生病没能去学校，错过了大好良机。

前几天上网找资料时，发现关于日全食的消息，蛮兴奋一下的，就是在今天，一个三百年难得一见的奇观。我再PPS 网站上观看中国东方卫视的现场直播，被着奇景给震撼了！

直播是从直击得那一刻，直到偏食，再到日全食。因为在中国的好几个地方都可以看到这种奇景，所以东方卫视都有直击人员在每个可以观看到日全食的地方给最前线的报道。最令我震撼的是在西藏的奇观，虽然老天不作美，天空的白云和雾迟迟不散开，导致看不到太阳的影子。但，当目睹天空及周围的环境，在不到一分钟里面从白天的亮，变成黑夜的暗，然后再由黑夜的暗转回白天的亮，那是多么的难以用笔墨和言语形容的惊喜，那感觉可这样来形容---从期待，到黑暗来临的恐惧与惊讶，再从黑暗，发现一丝光线中带来希望，那是多么的感动。主持人也用了一句话来形容当时得心情，就是---白天不懂夜的黑。如果我有幸在现场观看到这一刻，我肯定会非常的激动！

我觉得看到最完美的日全食应该是在重庆的直播，没有丝毫的被云所阻挡。


再来，是在成都的钻石环，令我本人非常的惊艳。


这辈子可能没有机会目睹了，下辈子还有机会吗？

Heal The World

There's a Place

In Your Heart

And I Know That It Is Love

And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow



And If You Really Try

You'll Find There's No Need To Cry

In This Place You'll Feel

That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow



There Are Ways To Get There

If You Care Enough For The Living

Make A Little Space

Make A Better Place...



Heal The World

Make It A Better Place

For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying

If You Care Enough For The Living

Make A Better Place For You And For Me****(Chorus)



If You Want To Know Why

There's A Love That Cannot Lie

Love Is Strong

It Only Cares For Joyful Giving



If We Try We Shall See

In The Bliss We Cannot Feel

Fear Or Dread

We Stop Existing And Start Living



Then it Feels That Always

Love's Enough For Us Growing

Make A Better World

Make A Better World..



****Chorus



And The Dream We Were Conceived In Will Reveal A Joyful Face

And The World We Once Believed In Will Shine Again In Grace

Then Why Do We Keep Strangling Life

Wound This Earth Crucify Its Soul

Though It's Pain To See

This World Is Heavenly Be God's Glow



We Could Fly So High

Let Our Spirits Never Die

In my Heart I Feel You Are All My Brothers



Create A World With No Fear

Together We'll Cry

Happy Tears See The nations Turn Their Swords Into Plowshares



We Could Really Get There

If You Cared Enough For The Living

Make A Little Space

Make A Little Place..



****Chorus



Heal The World We Live In

Save It For Our Children.....................



I was touched when i first listened to this song. I even can't imagine that this song was from one of Micheal Jackson's album. I like this song more than i can imagine. The song Heal The World is filled with love, care, sincere, hope........expeacially for children .........

Live in peace, Micheal Jackson---the king of Pop...

心情跌入谷底。。

终于明白心情跌入谷底的感觉。

今天的心情就好像在坐云霄飞车，忽高忽低，不能安定下来。。。所有的感受都憋在心中，没法得到解放，甚至复杂到我都不了解自己当下的感受。原来强颜欢笑是很难的，明明自己是很失落的，可是都不停的安慰自己，叫自己放开点，想通点。自我安慰的同时，失落感又不停的浮现，真的好乱好乱。。。

如果我在悬崖边，我一定会大声的呼喊，把一切想不通，很乱的思绪都赶走。如果我是在自己的被窝里，我一定把头埋在枕头里，把自己的失落埋在最低点。如果我不是在人多的地方，我肯定找个角落大声地哭，让困在眼里的泪水洗去所有的无奈。。到现在我才明白，在失落时发呆是很自然的，好像自己是个很容易挫败的人，以前哪天不怕地不怕，坚强的我，跑到哪里去了？

也许一些事情的发生都是已安排好的，自己的预感也很准，在知道成绩的前一晚就已经很down了，就知道自己可能没那么好运，得到想要得。虽然现在知道自己好像还有点机会，但，也依然很害怕，希望上天不会再给我开个玩笑，我承认我玩不起。。真希望现在眼前这道有小洞的墙，我可以爬的过去。。谢谢朋友的开解与鼓励真的很谢谢你们，在我最失落的时候给于安慰，我真得很感激，希望奇迹会来临。。。让天空重见彩虹。。。。

人在槟城，心在猫城。。(miss Kuching syndrome T_T)

想逃避的那一天终于来临了，不想回槟城读书的病诊一直缠着我，烦到想找人来打。离开槟城的前一晚，已经烦到滩在沙发上一动也不动，连上网的心情也没了，真是‘显’到。。。。

不想回槟城的原因真的很多啦！比如，回到槟城后，就要过回每天早餐吃面包的生活，没有汽车代步的生活，担心钱不够用的生活，每天担心雨伞会坏掉的生活，不懂要吃什么的生活，每天对电脑发呆的生活，听不懂教授在讲什么的生活。。。。。。。。。。总之很多啦！

古晋的朋友还泼我冷水说，谁叫你要跑到那么远！对咯hor不得不承认都是自己拿来的，自打嘴巴，只好stop complaining.

当我在前往飞机场的前几个钟头，已经准备好心情往地狱奔去时，竟让我碰上血光之灾，真是衰啊！

在我开房间门的时候，木刺竟然插进指甲肉里，而且还是很深的那种！这下惨了，要用针挑了，试想想，用针插进指甲肉里的感觉有多难受！不但留了很多血，眼泪也直飚！既然已经流泪了，再加上自己已经依依不舍的要离开古晋了，就让眼泪一次流个够啦，不要浪费！

已经那么衰了，那么不舍离开了，结果，还要以这种造型回去，真是无言啊！

Wonder baby

Do you know about Wonder Girls? Wonder Girls are South Korean girls group. I like their songs, expeacially the song named---Nobody, and their dance as well! Go and google it up if you want to know more about them, hehe...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMfWyWAtF7k (Link for wonder girls' video clip)

About one month ago, my friends asked me to search a video clip in you tube named--Wonder Baby, they told me that it's a cute video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vBXWHDPDGk ( Link for wonder baby's video clip)

Really ! The 4-years old wonder baby is the cutiest child that i had ever seen in tv show, expeacially when she dance!

I had never seen a child so good and so serious in dancing, and she can copy all the steps as well, including the face expression! She is full of charisma!! Remember, she is only 4!

But now, here comes a question, one of the viewer left a comment like this----' can we let a child to be just like a child’? He or she may be think that the small child was force to do so. But in my opinion, the small cute wonder baby may be happy to do so, see how enjoy she was ,when she's on the stage! Remember, she is only 4! What were we doing when we were 4? Crying? Quarelling? Peeing in our shorts or dress? Haha!

'家'和'屋子'的区别

曾经有人问过，如果有得选择，未来自己最想得到什么？

相较一些天马行空的答案，有位朋友给了一个普通的答案。他说他要拥有一个幸福的家。。当大家还在他突如其来的回答中感到没什么特别时，他反问了我们一句―――你们知道'家'和'屋子'的区别吗？这一句，点醒了大家。

没错，两者之间的确有很大的区别。

家是充满温馨，充满爱，充满生气，温暖的地方。这一些都需要家里的成员用心的经营，才能够一一达成的。

然而，屋子，只是一个让一家人遮风挡雨，安稳休息的地方，它可以是没有生命的。

当我们工作后，疲累时，就会想回家休息；当我们在外头遇到困难时，家，就是我们的避风港。。。

家，是贴近人心的，家，是金钱无可取代的。不管到哪里，家还是会永远在我们心中的，他是我们的根源，我们的原点，他是存在的，哪怕只是一瞬间或是一刹那。。。。

也许对于一些没有家的人，孤儿和无法感受到家庭温暖的人来说，这些形容词是极为非常抽象的。但，对拥有他的人来说，可以是超过我所能形容的。

我们是幸运的，所以我们要更懂得保护与珍惜他。。。。我们的家，我们的家人。。。不要等到失去了才来后悔。。。。。

静思语 2

Just a note to say Thank You So... MUcH!!

Just finished my 2 months internship yesterday. Now i'm very relaxing, thinking of what can i do for my next 1 week in Kuching, hehe...

Just before i forget, i wish to thank all the staffs who had help and teach me many things ] during my internship. I really learnt a lot from them.

Before leaving, what we did is giving them a small card as a note to say thank you so much for their helps and advices, and their generosity to use their free times in giving us extra lecture or tutorial, haha! Of course, also their generosity to 'belanja me minum and makan', espeacially, kak Lina, kak Alan, kak Dayana, En Ashriel and En Abu...Let me describe in a few words about the them.....



En Ashriel---- Look like papa, but of course he is a father of his children( =.= talking craps here).
He is a language genius!! Suprised by listening him speak bahasa sarawak,
Mandarin, Hokkien, fuchow,english fluently!(note: he is not chinese)More
suprisingly, he can sing Deng Li Jun's song!! First week in Media Preparation
lab, really learnt a lot basic medical media from him...........
Kak Juliana--- 1 phrase to describe--- pretty and friendly lady! Simple description?? Nope,
for me, it is meaningful, haha!
En Paul------- Look like ah gong, haha, almost reach the time for his retirement. Like to give
us advice( like wat ah gong give to their grandchild). Taught us how to cook and
prepare useful in-house agar media ................



Mdm Fennie-----The head of bacteriology lab, an energetic , outgoing mdm, pay responsibility
in her job, respect her job and her staff very much....
Pn Norlia--------another head of the lab, young and pretty lady, giving helps to mdm...
Kak Nor--------- A stylish lady, like her style when she did here job, fast!consistent!correct!
Taught me a lot of bacteriology, can be a good 'tutor' , haha!
Kak Kinu--------Always disturbed by En Abu when doing her work, but looked funny when
she fought back! High displin when doing things, likes to tell jokes!
Kak Loniel-------Serious in job too, but my impression on her is ' cakes and biscuits dealer' haha!
Kak Tinah-------- Happy go lucky,friendly, always like to call me ' ah moi cantik', but my reply
is 'kahwin ah pek', then she will laugh happily.........
kak stella and kak dayang------- 2 words to describe them...cute and friendly, haha.
En Rahman-------Quality control speacialist! haha! Having many experience in job, like to give
advice too..
En Gapar---------Senior staff, his job include---sending suspected A(H1N1) virus to IMR for
further examination! a 'fly' man.....
En Radzi----------Nice and funny guy, learnt a lot from him of course..Always trap my words,
haizz....
En Jesse---------James bond, that's what he used to introduce himself, another funny uncle,
handsome of course!
En Abu----------Lot's of things to describe him, an 'over' happy go lucky being, likes to tell
jokes which is not funny at all, like to disturb other people when they were
busy, throwing paper to them =.=teabreak is his happy hours, like to speak
unfluent Hokkien like-- 'wu lang lai, ki zo kang, bo zhang ek'(got people come
to work without taking bath). I think this is the only sentence he can
pronounce, but he felt very proud of himself...sweat, haha!



Mr Sim--------The head of sero and viro lab, responsible in his work, experienced staff, nice
and knowledgable uncle....
Kak Lina-------funny and nice lady, having same child with En Ashriel(you know what i mean
la ho) Of course, taught us a lot in sero lab...
kak Alan-------pretty lady, nice and friendly, having a nice voice when singing..
kak Dayana----cute, nice, friendly, easy going lady, like to share..............
Kak Audrey----nice lady, can speak a bit Hokkien too, always win En Abu in the ' Hokkien War!'
En Rovican-----hardworking but don't know how to teach us, haha! Like to learn 'Hokkien' from
in order to fight En Abu, but ended up by only manage to speak ' Bo Zhang Ek'!
Haha!


Kak Wani-----------cute lady , having her own principle in working, like to eat junk food, haha!
Kak Basi------------seldom talk, but is a funny lady....
Kak Ranny----------easy going, giving good lecture, haha!

Mdm Pui-------the only speacialist in parasitology, nice , like to share experience, friendly....

Always play with stool! This was what she used to describe herself, haha!

That's all! Once again, thank you for their helps and memories they gave me,(Unit Microbiology, Pathology Department, SGH) I appreciate them deep in my heart, eternally.......................

Alamak!! It's time for me to worry about my internship report! Haven't start yet, cham lor=.='''

静思语